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hey
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i'm sorry for disappearing out of the blue and not rlly contacting anyone about it. u were all always so super nice to me and deserved an explanation <:y
this account always made me happy + so did the people that interacted with me
if any of y'all r still active, u see this, + u wanna find me, this is where i've been and where i am now:
twitter.com/Lalonyx
this account always made me happy + so did the people that interacted with me
if any of y'all r still active, u see this, + u wanna find me, this is where i've been and where i am now:
twitter.com/Lalonyx
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what
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you, probably: why are you making this journal
me, with bags under my eyes: because i like to get myself worked up and enjoy suffering over trivial issues that won't impact me in the long run? fucking Duh
anyways how do bendy and the ink machine """mary sues""" even exist lol
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like you can't go wrong in making love interests for characters in the universe of a ~1920s/1930s cartoon.
minnie mouse is quite literally just... mickey. but if mickey wanted to get gussied up and feel pretty.
actually fuck what i said before: you can't go wrong with anything really? because your ocs are just your ocs. who cares what other people think wtf
got a self-insert? cool deal
shipping ya oc with a canon character? sick
have a self-insert AND are shipping it with a canon character? gnarly 10/10
i will defend ocs until i fucking die 8^y i'm deleting this later anyways lol i'm out
me, with bags under my eyes: because i like to get myself worked up and enjoy suffering over trivial issues that won't impact me in the long run? fucking Duh
anyways how do bendy and the ink machine """mary sues""" even exist lol
???¿¿
like you can't go wrong in making love interests for characters in the universe of a ~1920s/1930s cartoon.
minnie mouse is quite literally just... mickey. but if mickey wanted to get gussied up and feel pretty.
actually fuck what i said before: you can't go wrong with anything really? because your ocs are just your ocs. who cares what other people think wtf
got a self-insert? cool deal
shipping ya oc with a canon character? sick
have a self-insert AND are shipping it with a canon character? gnarly 10/10
i will defend ocs until i fucking die 8^y i'm deleting this later anyways lol i'm out
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Suggestions?
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I'm contemplating taking M!Ds (Magic Deviants, dA equivalent of Magic Anons)... among other events and fun things for this account that aren't simply limited to questions.
I need to get more into the swing of this account. I'm almost at 200 watchers and I really am thankful for it!
So once I hit that mark, I want to start this account up again. If you guys have any suggestions for things I should do on this account, feel free to throw them my way!
Also, maybe some Truth or Dare would do some good... I've been thinking, and I want it so that things happen to my muse that affect him permanently. Physically or emotionally, doesn't matter. This way, it'll set my muse apart from others. Does that make sense? I think it'd be cool, personally.
HURT FLIPPY/FLIQPY. MAKE THEM BLEED. SCAR THEM ETERNALLY AND MAKE THEM FEEL THE EMOTIONAL DAMAGE THAT'LL MAKE THEM WISH THEY WERE DEAD.
I'm open to do things that would entertain you guys. I wouldn't be here without 'ya anyhow. Love you all!
I need to get more into the swing of this account. I'm almost at 200 watchers and I really am thankful for it!
So once I hit that mark, I want to start this account up again. If you guys have any suggestions for things I should do on this account, feel free to throw them my way!
Also, maybe some Truth or Dare would do some good... I've been thinking, and I want it so that things happen to my muse that affect him permanently. Physically or emotionally, doesn't matter. This way, it'll set my muse apart from others. Does that make sense? I think it'd be cool, personally.
HURT FLIPPY/FLIQPY. MAKE THEM BLEED. SCAR THEM ETERNALLY AND MAKE THEM FEEL THE EMOTIONAL DAMAGE THAT'LL MAKE THEM WISH THEY WERE DEAD.
I'm open to do things that would entertain you guys. I wouldn't be here without 'ya anyhow. Love you all!
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Heterosexual Pride
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Heterosexuals do not need a Pride Day, Pride Week, Pride Month, or what have you.
Let me expand.
You are the privileged sexuality. You are not denied comforts of life for being heterosexual. You are not given dirty looks whilst holding hands with your significant other. You do not have to live in total fear whilst being in a bar after the Orlando shooting. You are not killed for being heterosexual. You are not systematically oppressed. Who is? LGBT+ people. Honestly, what is the worst behavior you have faced for being heterosexual? And do not give me that, "Oh, well, someone on Tumblr called me a cishet scum!" crap. Tumblr is a garbage website with a toxic community that became radical with their ideals. Do not use Tumblr as an example. Give me a real, legitimate example.
I am 100% sure that those of you defending Het Pride Day/month while saying things like "But we're proud too," and, "I thought LGBT+ people wanted equality! Why can't we have our own day/month too?" do not know what Pride is even about. The whole purpose of Pride is to raise awareness of LGBT+ issues. It is to reassure LGBT+ people that they are human even given their sexuality. It is not necessarily about being proud of being LGBT+.
Heterosexuals, you do not have issues because of who you love. You are already reassured that you are human even given your sexuality. Every. Day. Be happy that you do not need a whole goddamn month to show the world that you are valid. Don't hiss about it and whine because you do not have your own month.
In eighth grade, I came out as bisexual. This was the first time I was treated differently for being such. It was during a presentation in English where I provided the argument that being queer is unnatural, whilst providing many counter-arguments. During such, I provided a Skype log between me and a same-sex significant other showing how happy we were, and it very clearly said my name in the log. I looked to the class for reactions, many of which were borderline pokerface while others were visibly uncomfortable. Subsequentially to that event, I suppose the word spread that I am bisexual, because even people who I didn't know would give me dirty looks. People would always come up and ask, "Ross, are you actually... y'know... bi?" and I would have to tell them that I was. No point in denying the truth. So they'd snicker and walk off.
Heterosexuals, that will never happen to you unless you live in some totally upside-down-backwards world. Nobody will come up to you and go, "Steve, are you actually... y'know... straight?" and proceed to mock you for being het.
Oh, and those of you supporting the Heterosexual Pride idea while also being LGBT+, you are not excused. "I'm gay, and even I support Heterosexual Pride Day/Month," that doesn't make it okay. You being gay does not justify your argument. You do not get a golden ticket just because you are LGBT+, you are just as in the wrong as the heterosexuals supporting the idea. You can be transgender and transphobic, you can be homosexual and homophobic. Not saying any of this means you're homophobic, that is just a side-point. I had to point this out because I am seeing actual... real... people who are saying this. My head hurts.
Don't get me wrong, I have nothing against heterosexuals. I don't see why I would. In fact, I applaud you for being as socially acceptable as you are. Good job. By all means, be proud of your sexuality. Anybody should be able to be proud of their sexuality.
However you do not need a Pride Day, Pride Week, or Pride Month. You have a Pride Existence. Recognize that.
I am so sorry for making this journal. Truly, I am. But if I didn't preach about my perspective, you can trust that I was probably going to go batshit insane. I just honestly cannot believe that some people cannot understand why other people think Heterosexual Pride is a stupid idea. I can only hope that you are educating youselves... I say this as kindly as possible.
If you wish to argue against me... please, keep it polite, formal, and educated. I have dealt with too many people yesterday who were not any of those things.
Let me expand.
You are the privileged sexuality. You are not denied comforts of life for being heterosexual. You are not given dirty looks whilst holding hands with your significant other. You do not have to live in total fear whilst being in a bar after the Orlando shooting. You are not killed for being heterosexual. You are not systematically oppressed. Who is? LGBT+ people. Honestly, what is the worst behavior you have faced for being heterosexual? And do not give me that, "Oh, well, someone on Tumblr called me a cishet scum!" crap. Tumblr is a garbage website with a toxic community that became radical with their ideals. Do not use Tumblr as an example. Give me a real, legitimate example.
I am 100% sure that those of you defending Het Pride Day/month while saying things like "But we're proud too," and, "I thought LGBT+ people wanted equality! Why can't we have our own day/month too?" do not know what Pride is even about. The whole purpose of Pride is to raise awareness of LGBT+ issues. It is to reassure LGBT+ people that they are human even given their sexuality. It is not necessarily about being proud of being LGBT+.
Heterosexuals, you do not have issues because of who you love. You are already reassured that you are human even given your sexuality. Every. Day. Be happy that you do not need a whole goddamn month to show the world that you are valid. Don't hiss about it and whine because you do not have your own month.
In eighth grade, I came out as bisexual. This was the first time I was treated differently for being such. It was during a presentation in English where I provided the argument that being queer is unnatural, whilst providing many counter-arguments. During such, I provided a Skype log between me and a same-sex significant other showing how happy we were, and it very clearly said my name in the log. I looked to the class for reactions, many of which were borderline pokerface while others were visibly uncomfortable. Subsequentially to that event, I suppose the word spread that I am bisexual, because even people who I didn't know would give me dirty looks. People would always come up and ask, "Ross, are you actually... y'know... bi?" and I would have to tell them that I was. No point in denying the truth. So they'd snicker and walk off.
Heterosexuals, that will never happen to you unless you live in some totally upside-down-backwards world. Nobody will come up to you and go, "Steve, are you actually... y'know... straight?" and proceed to mock you for being het.
Oh, and those of you supporting the Heterosexual Pride idea while also being LGBT+, you are not excused. "I'm gay, and even I support Heterosexual Pride Day/Month," that doesn't make it okay. You being gay does not justify your argument. You do not get a golden ticket just because you are LGBT+, you are just as in the wrong as the heterosexuals supporting the idea. You can be transgender and transphobic, you can be homosexual and homophobic. Not saying any of this means you're homophobic, that is just a side-point. I had to point this out because I am seeing actual... real... people who are saying this. My head hurts.
Don't get me wrong, I have nothing against heterosexuals. I don't see why I would. In fact, I applaud you for being as socially acceptable as you are. Good job. By all means, be proud of your sexuality. Anybody should be able to be proud of their sexuality.
However you do not need a Pride Day, Pride Week, or Pride Month. You have a Pride Existence. Recognize that.
I am so sorry for making this journal. Truly, I am. But if I didn't preach about my perspective, you can trust that I was probably going to go batshit insane. I just honestly cannot believe that some people cannot understand why other people think Heterosexual Pride is a stupid idea. I can only hope that you are educating youselves... I say this as kindly as possible.
If you wish to argue against me... please, keep it polite, formal, and educated. I have dealt with too many people yesterday who were not any of those things.
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Important
2 min read
I try to watch back a lot of people who watch me. It's not a sympathetic or pity thing, it's just the fact that you took the time out of your day to look at my page and watch me. I feel that it's right that I, personally, watch you back. Not only that, but there is beauty in all of you. All of your art looks incredible, nobody deserves to feel otherwise.
That being said: I see your journals, I see your statuses, I see your vent art, the whole nine. Lately, there's been a spur of people venting in their uploads about how they're feeling. And they're not feeling good. That's the polar opposite of how I want anyone to feel.
I'm not one to stick in my two cents whenever something arises, but in this case I feel it's necessary.
You are important. You are loved. Please do not forget that. I don't want you to, and the world doesn't want you to either.
Any time that you think there's not a single person out there who cares about you, you couldn't be farther from the truth. I care for each and every single one of you.
It sounds silly. I'm just some guy on the internet, what do I know, right? But, please, hear me out
I've been there. I know what it's like. It's not good, frankly it fucking sucks.
I know how it feels to hate yourself, be on the verge of giving up, feel at the lowest of lows. I do. But the only way you can go from there is upward.
I can only do so much with words on a screen. It's hard to pull someone out of the dark. So, instead, I'll sit in the dark with you until you're ready to see the light of day. No matter how long it takes.
If you ever feel down, please contact me. Note me for my Skype, Discord, whichever. I'd be more than willing to talk with you about your problems and comfort you through hard times. My top priority is making sure that you are healthy and happy. Don't give up.
That being said: I see your journals, I see your statuses, I see your vent art, the whole nine. Lately, there's been a spur of people venting in their uploads about how they're feeling. And they're not feeling good. That's the polar opposite of how I want anyone to feel.
I'm not one to stick in my two cents whenever something arises, but in this case I feel it's necessary.
You are important. You are loved. Please do not forget that. I don't want you to, and the world doesn't want you to either.
Any time that you think there's not a single person out there who cares about you, you couldn't be farther from the truth. I care for each and every single one of you.
It sounds silly. I'm just some guy on the internet, what do I know, right? But, please, hear me out
I've been there. I know what it's like. It's not good, frankly it fucking sucks.
I know how it feels to hate yourself, be on the verge of giving up, feel at the lowest of lows. I do. But the only way you can go from there is upward.
I can only do so much with words on a screen. It's hard to pull someone out of the dark. So, instead, I'll sit in the dark with you until you're ready to see the light of day. No matter how long it takes.
If you ever feel down, please contact me. Note me for my Skype, Discord, whichever. I'd be more than willing to talk with you about your problems and comfort you through hard times. My top priority is making sure that you are healthy and happy. Don't give up.
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